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f r a c t u r e

by FiveSidedDice

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1.
I Hate You All 02:52
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Wake up in the morning Just to rise at noon Lay in bed promising I’ll have a real job soon Depression's got a hold on me Feel more like an alien With every passing day I hate people But I'm the one standing in my way Hands over eyes my eyes complaining I can't see Am I the only one That feels disgusted by the sun Every time it rises up I wanna shoot it down And every single song that plays In malls or people's cars Will be the soundtrack to me burning it all to the ground I hate you all Can we take a moment to call God And tell him that his science project sucks You all love a car crash So watch me as I drive fast Right into the world I don't give a fuck How many more times Can I sing a sad song Hoping things better When they keep going wrong I'd hang myself but I can't tie the knot Living on soul food Such as depressive black metal albums Washed down with some expired goods My brain and body feels like it's rotten Am I the only one Waiting Wishing for the end of times Infatuated with the end of it all Some reason to live would be nice Let's go commit some crimes The structures crumbling so we'll make it fall I hate you all Can we take a moment to call God And tell him that his science project sucks You all love a car crash So watch me as I drive fast Right into the world I don't give a fuck I hate you all Can we take a moment to call God And tell him that his science project sucks And you all love a car crash So watch me as I drive fast Right into the world I don't give a fuck Yeah I don't give a fuck Yeah I don't give a fuck
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Succubus (feat. Kevin Tait) 02:07
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Whiskey and war won't minimize This grief I carry with me inside From waking up at noon haunted by you Til I lay back down to rest I just can't understand why We must grieve those that have not died Why must we pretend That someone we love is dead I feel this wave crashing over you and me Drowning everything that we once used to be You're just a ghost A dark figure in the corner I swear to God last night I think I saw her My green eyes turning black with the horror And then she's gone I'm getting sicker And my body keeps aching I need her poison I'm hers for the taking Casting spells on the altar to awaken It's been too long I feel this wave crashing over you and me Drowning everything that we once used to be Weak knees as the succubus creeps up to me Destroying everything that we once used to be
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I Am Become Death (feat. Holizna) 04:18
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(Now I am become death; the destroyer of all worlds. I suppose we all felt that way, one way or another.) Would be a lie If I said that death isn't on my mind A lotta time spent fantasizing over leaving everyone behind In this world of pain and shit Suffering and all the lies Seen enough heartbreak Gouge out my motherfuckin eyes Spit out the poison I was fed throughout my life Fantasy of happiness Reality check cold as ice Now we get creative With the ways In which we choose to die Cut em low hang em high Guns fuse your brains to eyes I'm coming home, God Forgive me Forgive my enemies For they know not what I'll do I'm all alone, God Now either you save me Or save my enemies Coz after them I'm coming for you There's a dark place inside my body That harbors all my many regrets Such as being born Or putting chemicals inside my head Now I lay in bed a lot Wishing that I could be dead Or in a cloud in heaven Where we never ever could have met Life is strange like an annoying quirky try hard bitch With an indie soundtrack and some fake ass ticks So I side with death til he takes me where I want to be Then I take his scythe so death can become me I am become death The destroyer of all worlds Power to the underdogs All the dead boys and girls Fallen homies, ghosts of the past and the ghouls Coz in the dark there are no rules I'm coming home, God Forgive me Forgive my enemies For they know not what I'll do I'm all alone, God Either you save me Or save my enemies Coz after them I'm coming for you I'm in a downward spiral Yet another domino effect Where the music can't be louder Than the noise inside my head And I'm lonely thinking Whether or not you'll miss me when I'm gone I take a lucky lotto guess Sike that number was wrong You can't fool me Making me think that you ever gave a shit I can't fool myself Numbed by new women and taking hits Throwing shots back, blacking out To wake, rinse, and repeat Hoping next time That I die in my motherfucking sleep I'm coming home, God Forgive me Forgive my enemies For they know not what I'll do I'm all alone, God Either you save me Or save my enemies Coz after them I'm coming for you I am become death The destroyer of all worlds Power to the underdog All the dead boys and girls Fallen homies, ghosts of the past and the ghouls Coz in the dark there are no rules How many attempts Does it take to change a light bulb One if you use a fork And shock your ass raw dawg Pop the switch back on And put some spark back in your life Grab this world by the throat And scream die, fucker, die I need some help man I ain't even gonna try to lie Got a shrink on Fridays Maybe that will suffice Or does getting better actually require hard work Fuck that I'd rather bleed And watch the world burn I'm coming home, God Forgive me Forgive my enemies For they know not what I'll do I'm all alone, God Either you save me Or save my enemies Coz after them I'm coming for you I am become death The destroyer of all worlds Power to the underdog All the dead boys and girls Fallen homies, ghosts of the past and the ghouls In the dark there are no rules I'm coming home, God Forgive me Forgive my enemies For they know not what I'll do I'm all alone, God Either you save me Or save my enemies Coz after them I'm coming for you
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Welcome to the 27 Club 02:37
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Everyone dies at 27 The father chokes the child to death Dead dreams are new reality Adolescence gags on its last breath We all died at the same age together, love So, everybody, welcome Welcome to the 27 club Let's burn On and on Cycles dizzying our childhood memories Distortion In my mind it's such a mess death set me free Everyone dies so young and free Hollow shells living out lives like me Ghosts of what we all once were Reminiscing in a quantum blur Parallel to youthful selves Toys melted out on the shelves Scorched to puddles by the sun The best days of your life are done On and on Cycles dizzying our childhood memories Distortion In my mind it's such a mess death set me free Corruption Of the lives that used to be so innocent Just for fun Suffering for the sake of experiment God has a sick sense of humor Punching holes in the lid for the punchline On and on Cycles dizzying our childhood memories Distortion In my mind it's such a mess death set me free Corruption Of the lives that used to be so innocent Just for fun Suffering for the sake of experiment
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The Bond 03:38
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It's successfully isolated me From everything and everyone I know Maybe you were right I can’t trust these liars Or maybe you were the liar All along When I shut my eyes I’m picturing my funeral You’re right there Crying in my mothers arms Slowly slipping away from me And into loving hands What made you think that touch Was all you need to make up When damages are rampant through my mind I’ve always had regrets But this is just the laughing stock Of bad decisions that I’ve made throughout my life When we half tell lies I’m picturing my funeral No one’s there I’m resting on the ocean floor Slowly slipping away from you And into loving hands You still take my breath away from me I don’t feel home in my skin anymore Obsessive in misery You don’t fool me anymore Make the years depart from me I don’t want memories but of course What’s the point of living free With burnt bridges and broken chords
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My Favourite Sin (feat. Kevin Tait) 02:39
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Left right Next fight Day night Marching out To the beating drums Fighting over wastelands Don't try To fight Inevitable cycle Suffering Pain spares no man Take your last taste Of my skin before I fade out I'm such a waste Of your youth and your time We were not okay And we probably never will be I want the best for you And that doesn't include me So shut me out And seal your doors Lock me in little boxes With some poison and whores I just can't make any sense Of what happened to this I can't get any rest Nightmare epileptic twitch I'm shutting down And I'm giving in I can't be around you It's my favorite sin So burn my houses And climb my gates I'll always love you You make my head voices shake This downward spiral is pain Without you by my side The hearse approaches slowly Think I'll go for a ride And it's so fucking easy Just to pretend That life is fun and crazy Filled with crime and death and sex But the truth is that it's pain Without a sentiment Somebody to share it with

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Six fragments and pieces of various melodic noise, glued and stitched together during the first half and middle of 2022.

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released October 28, 2022

All mess made by Roscoe Nefdt, 2022

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at FiveSidedRecords,
Gqeberha,
South Africa,
2022

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FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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