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Disposable, Pt. 1

by FiveSidedDice

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1.
Annoying 02:54
I’m so annoying A nuisance I’m disappointing I’m more alone Out there with them Than when I’m on my own Stuck in my head You’ll have a good laugh At the end of the road Once I’m out of your picture And you’re part of their show Expendable Disposable Recycle the soul I’m tired and crawling You’ll leave I know My presence seems debilitating I spend my time alone self-hating My wake will be jam-packed With people I hate In fact, I don’t want you there Unless it’s in spirit You’ll have a good laugh At the end of the road Once I’m out of your picture And you’re part of their show I’m crawling tired You’ll leave, I know Recycle the soul Expendable Disposable Just go I’m so annoying A nuisance I’m disappointing I’m more alone Out there with them Than when I’m on my own Stuck in my head
2.
I know your mother wants you home And once you're there She will cast her stones You know I hate being alone But you'll drive back Even on wet roads Just so you don't fall any deeper Just so you won't miss me You won't fall any deeper You won't miss me when I'm gone You're stuck, you're frozen in motion Slow down, you're turning inside out now You'll crash into the ocean Breathe in or you'll burn out Breathe in You've got more deadlines than friends Puzzled by how your bonds came to an end You hold your pillow, hope it talks And break your own legs just learning to walk Just so you won't fall any deeper Just so that you won't walk away You won't fall any deeper With yourself in your own way You're stuck, you're frozen in motion Slow down, you're turning inside out now You'll crash into the ocean Breathe in or you'll burn out Breathe in or you'll burn out Breathe in or you'll burn out
3.
You’re a rude girl And not the dancing kind The kind that tears apart a life and mind Your mood curls and bounces like your hair If you danced, you’d know But you just sit and stare You move and twirl Through pictures in my mind I must be dreaming coz you’re not the dancing type She’s in a cruel world But luckily she’s blind She only sees what she wants to through filter eyes I just can’t believe it You’re riddled with secrets Not the real thing Plastic shimmer shining You’re just so deceiving No longer will I believe in Ever finding a good thing You’re rich and flush But not in character Your possessions are all that you deserve Because you’re mean and tease In all the worst of ways I hope you never touch a single heart again And you move in such a cryptic style Hanging on by threads Keeping me in denial You plan a crash course Then ditch the ride we’re in They’ll never write books about the life you’re living I just can’t believe it You’re riddled with secrets Not the real thing Plastic shimmer shining You’re just so deceiving No longer will I believe in Ever finding a good thing Your head’s in the ceiling Not bothered with finding meaning Am I fighting For plastic shimmer shining You think I’m annoying Wait til I begin ignoring All your crying Shallow captioned whining I’m so alone You were my home I’m so alone Thank God you’re gone I just can’t believe it You’re riddled with secrets Not the real thing Plastic shimmer shining You’re just so deceiving No longer will I believe in Ever finding a good thing
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So demure In your demeanor Your words few so they’re held dear Cherished in memories of A time I can’t forget A time I’ve learnt and grown more Than I thought I ever could New hope restored and taught through what you give I don’t want to leave and lose you From so far away I’ve found my home and it’s beside you I’ll beg myself to stay Through seasons passed Through full and well spent time with No photographs needed to prove the worth of What I feel and what’s on my mind It’s you and places gone Music heard even if I don’t like it I love the person that shared it I don’t want to leave and lose you From so far away I’ve found my home and it’s beside you But would you beg me to stay I’m not the person that they say I am I’m not that way I’ve tried speaking through my love and actions I’ll be left counting the days Til you hold me again I’m not sure where things changed I wish I could let you know The way that you’ve rearranged My head so careful and slow The months melt into each other December has no end Blissful perpetual motion I’m running circles in your bed

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A brand new 4 track EP written and composed by FiveSidedDice / Roscoe Nefdt, embodying the sounds of modern alternative, rock, indie, and folk.

"Disposable" is a tongue-in-cheek nudge at how many of the underground and lesser known artists are overlooked and disregarded by the general public and mainstream audiences, despite any genuine consistent effort and hard work.

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released October 28, 2020

All music and words written, composed, and performed by FiveSidedDice / Roscoe Nefdt

Mixed and Mastered by Kevin Tait & FiveSidedRecords

Artwork and design by Joe Seth Stalin / Roy Gevaar

Released and distributed by FiveSidedRecords

℗ FiveSidedRecords
Port Elizabeth
South Africa
2020

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FiveSidedDice Port Elizabeth, South Africa

FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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