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Confession Tapes

by FiveSidedDice

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Wretched 02:26
I've had enough The arrangement is making you a whore and me, wretched I want you to care for me But you can't So I’ll throw my songs into the ocean And you’ll run through the forest naked This won’t end like the movies do But through this male gaze I seem to See more than what’s really there I feel more than you care Poison replaces all my air And I’m left here on the ocean floor on the ocean floor on the ocean floor But through this male gaze I seem to See more than what’s really there I feel more than you care Poison replaces all my air So I’ll throw my songs into the ocean And you’ll run through the forest naked This won’t end like the movies do But through this male gaze I seem to See more than what’s really there I feel more than you care Poison replaces all my air So I’ll throw my songs into the ocean And you’ll run through the forest naked This won’t end like the movies do
2.
I'm being eaten alive By something I'm keeping inside I think it wants me to die Somebody please Just help me breathe tonight Alright I’m sure it wants to take my life I told you long ago This story's getting so old I can't get through to you at all (So fucking cold) I never wanted this It was so arrogant Of you to throw me in this mess I guess it's time I make you see That I'm struggling I cannot cope It’s hard to let you know That I want to sink To the bottom so Please just let me go I'm being eaten alive By something I'm keeping inside I'm sure it wants me to die Somebody please Just help me breathe tonight Alright I'm sure it wants to take my life You can't avoid this I'll make sure you face everything That you try to avoid. (Why won't you look) One night of hedonism To put me in this prison Your conscience nothing like mine How do you think it's fine Only regret And grief I find It’s hard to let you know That it sickens me I'm filthy shit So please just let me go I'm being eaten alive By something I'm keeping inside I'm sure it wants me to die Somebody please Just help me breathe tonight Alright I'm sure it wants to take my life Let's fight Tonight Let's save our own lives I'm sure you know That your game is ending soon I'll tell my world And the rest of the world too Yeah Who's it gonna be You first or me I'll break that news Shout it to the street This ain't gonna get the best of me Ima shout it out on 1, 2, 3, go Who's it gonna be You first or me I'll break that news Shout it to the street This ain't gonna get the best of me Ima shout it out on 1, 2, 3, go Don't hesitate to speak up Or you'll find yourself feeling alone in a crowd In this world we gotta stick together Raise your voice, don't be scared to be loud A man once taught me values of la raza familia Our love is both water and blood I'll offer you a thousand shoulders to cry on Just as punks and rudeboys should
3.
It was like a week ago We was having fun Even your moms treated me Like her only son Had a friendship with your pops Like father like son But damn, girl I guess its back to square one Wanted this forever It's easier said than done You even told more lies Than the Daily Sun I can't get to your phone You barely at your home When I wanna sort this out Every time you postpone I don’t want to leave and lose you From so far away I’ve found my home and it’s beside you I’ll beg myself to stay it's been a couple months now My, look at time flying by This a fun ride I pray it doesn't die because You are the colors to my coloring book My sanity in all calamity and in honesty you Took it upon yourself to make me Love that nigga in the mirror I'm rapping up a present From my heart I do deliver Besties, never thought I'd be the one to woo her Chesties, every time I think about the moments without her Nights with the Hennessy Was living out off frequency and verily verily I may say these words sporadically Shes my moon and my stars My constellation well connected Like the woo and the broads I don’t want to leave and lose you From so far away I’ve found my home and it’s beside you But would you beg me to stay I’m not the person that they say I am I’m not that way I’ve tried speaking through my love and actions I’ll be left counting the days Til you hold me again I’m not sure where things changed I wish I could let you know The way that you’ve rearranged My head so careful and slow The months melt into each other December has no end Blissful perpetual motion I’m running circles in your bed

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The first official EP and release of 2021 from FiveSidedDice / Roscoe Nefdt, consisting of 3 brand new original tracks that span a soundscape of melodic punk, modern alternative rock, and lo-fi hiphop/rap.

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released May 14, 2021

All words and music written, composed, and performed by Roscoe Nefdt / FiveSidedDice

Artwork and design by Kitchen Dutch

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by FiveSidedRecords,
PE/GQ, South Africa, 2021

Released by FiveSidedRecords, 2021

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FiveSidedDice Port Elizabeth, South Africa

FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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