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Music Not As Bad As It Sounds

by FiveSidedDice

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1.
Spiralling Down 04:20
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Started counting all the days That I’ve been without you I’m losing track in my head So I carved the numbers into my flesh instead I realize that I revolve my life around you I enslaved myself And now I’m left with worthless memories And regrets I can’t hold on Rope burn’s killing me I‘m spiraling down Into my misery I can’t hold on Rope burn’s killing me I‘m spiraling down I don’t even want to remember The lesson that I’ve learned Heartache hand in hand with September Drown the memories of her Got an itch in my brain I scratch until it bleeds Stripping thoughts of you From inside of me I don’t get it And there’s not much left to get I’m alone on the outside and in my head I lie in the imprint on my bed I can’t hold on Rope burn’s killing me I‘m spiraling down Into my misery I can’t hold on Rope burn’s killing me I‘m spiraling down I don’t even want to remember The lessons that I’ve learned Heartache hand in hand with September Drown the memories of her In a flash it’s all been censored Painted black and grey Burn the letters that I sent her No more happy day Memories will haunt me Feeling worthless, can’t be Memories will haunt me Feeling worthless, can’t be Memories will haunt me Feeling worthless, can’t be Memories will haunt me Frozen in time Proposing on bent knee
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Stuck in My Body 03:40
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I'm trying to find my place in a world That's got no love for me And I'm terrified of getting old To die and leave nothing behind I'm trying to be honest, Trying to be real, Tell the world what I truly feel I feel my soul stuck in my body It's gonna leave me I shake up, wake up in the middle of the night Sleep paralysis, sweat, and moonlight How can I chase my dreams If they're now chasing me Now when I rise, I'll be thinking bout life And just about how much time I've got left on this earth Look in my eyes It's always on my mind How can I live my life If I'm always worried about dying I don't wanna waste another day And I'm not scared of death I'm just a little terrified of leaving nothing behind I'm trying to find my place in a world That's got no love for me And I'm terrified of getting old To die and leave nothing behind I'm trying to be honest, Trying to be real, Tell the world what I truly feel I feel my soul stuck in my body It's gonna leave me So she rise up, grinds up, opens her mind up Clears her thoughts, leaves her worries far behind her How can you chase your dreams If you're tearing at the seams Now when you cry, tears purify your soul But constant teary eyes will blur your goals There comes a time in your life To pick yourself up Pick yourself up Pick yourself up Take back control How can you live my life If you're always worried about dying Don't wanna waste another day And you're not scared of death You're just a little terrified Leaving nothing behind I'm trying to find a place in a world That's got no love for me And I'm terrified of getting old Did I leave nothing behind Trying to be honest, Trying to be real, Tell the world what I truly feel I feel my soul stuck in my body It's gonna leave me
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What it's Worth (feat. Tiago Vital) 02:52
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You're just wanting to chase after every moment Drunk on dopamine, sex, and serotonin I'm just wanting to swim into every sunset Every Sunday afternoon What it's worth Once your party's done Yeah, you've had your fun It's hard to come back down to earth But you just want to dance Longer than everyone else First time I've felt alive since birth Every weekend builds up to disaster Burning peoples houses just to live faster Kept alive by rushes of adrenaline Through workweeks we slowly get our shit together I could live like this forever Let's put a whole new meaning to dying young But once your party's done Yeah, you've had your fun It's hard to come back down to earth And we just want to dance Longer than everyone else The first time I've felt alive since birth Post-party depression's got you, my friend That's alright, the cure's in the weekend
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Waste of Cum 02:44
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I'm held back by desperation Shattered dreams and shattered youth No hope in the situation And I blame you I converse with ghosts and dead friends To understand and make some sense Of any of this mess Their skin is blue Why's their skin blue My ego is cracked I'm taking myself back Coz your game is wack I'm under attack and I know that You're wrong You're all wrong My ego is cracked I'm taking myself back Coz your game is wack I'm under attack and I know that You're wrong You're all wrong Someone take me home tonight Help me make sense of this life Give me reason to live on, feeling numb Someone taste my inner soul Tell me I'm consumable Tell me that I'm not just a waste of cum Waste of cum Waste of cum Waste of cum Waste of cum

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Morbid song titles amplified by melancholic and self-loathing lyrics, accompanied by happy and catchy melodies recorded during this chaotic part of human history that is 2020? What else could you need? This music is not as bad as it sounds, that's a promise, but the only way to make sure of that would be to play it very loudly and hear for yourself. <3

This is another FiveSidedDice release that is available for free streaming and free download on the bandcamp site due to the strange times we're living in. It's important that art and entertainment remain as accessible to everyone as possible, regardless of their bank account status, BUT:
If you have some cash to spare, please consider making a donation by paying whatever you can <3

Enjoy the music. More is promised to come in future.

Much love and confusion,
Roscoe Nefdt / FiveSidedDice
FiveSidedRecords

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Branch Code:
470010 (Capitec Bank)

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released July 17, 2020

Artwork and design by Ruehlio Muller

All words and music composed, written, and performed by Roscoe Nefdt, except for brass melodies on "What it's Worth" composed by Tiago Vital.

Recorded, mixed, mastered, produced, and distributed by FiveSidedRecords, Port Elizabeth, South Africa, 2020.

© FiveSidedRecords & FiveSidedDice, 2020

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FiveSidedDice Port Elizabeth, South Africa

FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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