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Confession Tapes 2

by FiveSidedDice

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1.
Still struggling to find the sleep That I Need to function in society I guess I’ve always been this way Some people are so lucky Just to function normally Must be nice to have healthy brains You can’t hate me I’m not sorry I can’t live this way In dysfunction mind malfunction I dig my grave Go Rest Your head Somewhere they can’t find you I’ll Wait, Stay awake Your dreams will guide you home I wonder if I’ll make ends meet Just to survive another week Professional help and routine Got told to stay aware Of my dirty habits I keep I don’t feel like Staying clean You can’t judge me I’m the enemy But you’re no saint Antihero tragedy oh no In love with pain Go Rest Your head Somewhere they can’t find you I’ll Wait, Stay awake Your dreams will guide you home You can’t hate me I’m not sorry I can’t live this way In dysfunction mind malfunction I dig my grave Go Rest Your head Somewhere they can’t find you I’ll Wait, Stay awake Your dreams will guide you home
2.
You can't pull me out my own way I've known for a while now No one ever stays Everyone leaves I guess it's your time I should've seen it coming again See yourself out Guess I'll see you around, my friend Nothing stays the same Tears obscured by rain Pouring down from clouds above my bed Thunderstorm raging in my head I can barely trust my own mind What made me think that its fine To let anybody into my life I'll say it again I'm hyper vigilant I know you're up to something My insecurities will mark my grave Nothing stays the same Tears obscured by rain Pouring down from clouds above my bed Thunderstorm raging in my head The rain pours down the carved names Fading on the tree of lovers As the moss grows over once again Lest we forget and smother Now they've moved on To different songs In fresh arms of another The rain pours down the carved names Fading on the tree of lovers
3.
Ride With Me 04:40
I’m keeping a breath inside my lungs In case I need to scream out A cry for help or simple agony I’m thinking out loud If you’re listening Suppose I gotta sound profound Oh wait, I’m just background music For my deadbeat hometown See, in the bar life Folks don’t pay attention Too busy with the hook-ups And the sport on the television I guess we’re out here Just talking to ourselves Schizo these hoes and bros We all need some help Nobody admits The problem they’ve got We’re drowning out the cries With the nicotine and the shots I’m feeling emptier The more I fill my body with lies It’s time to let that hit hit you And open up your bloodshot eyes Change your environment You’ll change yourself Change yourself And your environment Will change your mental health I know it’s not As black and white as that But I’ll cling onto the hope That we can take ourselves back again I wish you’d carry me (carry me) Gently far away from my pain I want some therapy (therapy) Inner me don’t wanna be the same He say Honestly my world keeps turning Even though I wish it would burn down Get up, get up, Come and take a ride with me I got a lotta things I wanna show you Turn up the volume on the radio Turn it up, get up, come on Don’t you try to fight with me It’s the only way that I can get to know you Hold your baggage out the car window and let it go Been feeling like a bag of bones An empty colosseum My tired liar eyes Are hypnotized by people’s lives seeming grim Repetition, repetition Time and space continuum Time loop, stuck in a cycle Like a sim Honestly I just wanna Pick apart my brain And let my therapist tell me How to start over again Through the pain that I’ve dealt The hurt I’ve caused I’m paying my debt A heart full of grief A hurtful regret Sick of being this person Man, I wish it would stop I might just impale myself On the hands of the clock Just to halt time Making sure that I never drop Another person from the heights Of my ego’s top floor The end of this cycle Is something to die for And the pain that I dish out Is to take my own life for I don’t want to live With all the evil I can be And I don’t wanna be this man I don’t wanna be me anymore I wish you’d carry me (carry me) Gently far away from my pain I want some therapy (therapy) Inner me don’t wanna be the same He say Honestly my world keeps turning Even though I wish it would burn down Get up, get up, Come and take a ride with me I got a lotta things I wanna show you Turn up the volume on the radio Turn it up, get up, come on Don’t you try to fight with me It’s the only way that I can get to know you Hold your baggage out the car window and let it go Get up, get up, Come and take a ride with me I got a lotta things I wanna show you Turn up the volume on the radio Turn it up, get up, come on Don’t you try to fight with me It’s the only way that I can get to know you Hold your baggage out the car window and let it go Just let it go Just let it go Just let it go
4.
Hold Me Up 02:51
We’re all guilty of romanticizing suffering We’ll never learn We’ll do it all again But my favourite part of growing attached Is knowing everything ends Everything ends Capturing our growing moments In our photographs Watching ourselves blossom Then burn and fall apart We all fall apart You’ve got my attention I’ve got insecurities You’ve got art and glasses I’ve got nowhere else to be Could you drive me home From the bar I found you in Could you sing me to sleep Could we begin I feel ostracized in your presence I choke on my words I’m inspired when I talk to you Because you’re not of this earth Now it’s nothing much I’m just crushed The weight of you It holds me up You hold me up You hold me up You hold me up And I’ll let you down
5.
Thank You 03:16
Things outside of my control are on fire I can find some solace in the space I found beside her As my world falls apart And crumbles around my feet I’m oblivious to it all I’m tangled and asleep I’m glued to the ground While the pieces collide I’ve been breaking down In dreams where you’re not by my side One touch, have my word Upwards and onward We’ll make it go away Imperfect and growing Like drunk storytelling We’ll always find a way

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The well awaited follow up EP to "Confession Tapes", Confession Tapes 2 is a collection of vibrant melodies which span across an array of musical styles and genres, blending together to introduce a soundscape that will hopefully capture the ear and interest of avid listeners and music lovers alike.

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released October 1, 2021

All music and words written, composed, and performed by Roscoe "FiveSidedDice" Nefdt, 2020 & 2021

Recorded, mixed, mastered, and distributed by FiveSidedRecords, 2021

Artwork by Mouse in House

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FiveSidedDice Port Elizabeth, South Africa

FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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