Name: Monophobia
Duration: P00H04M37S
Description: The original version of Monophobia, written and composed by FiveSidedDice and later performed within Undead Generation in B Minor instead of E Minor such as in the original.

Monophobia

from Elegy For Youth by FiveSidedDice

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The original version of Monophobia, written and composed by FiveSidedDice and later performed within Undead Generation in B Minor instead of E Minor such as in the original.

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So I'm trapped in my head
at the edge of a bed once again,
what a surprise, I've never felt so alive
and so dead inside
at the same time
and I don't wanna be alone again
so please stay because I need your company.
I wanna forget how to feel everything,
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief.

Is it okay to feel alone
even when I know you're here?
It makes my heart feel as cold as stone.
It makes me feel like I should just disappear.

Back in my dreams
I have these surreal and vivid encounters
and I wish I knew what they meant.
but some things are better left misunderstood
and some things are better off dead.
and I don't wanna be alone again
so please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget how to feel everything,
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief.

Is it okay to feel alone
even when I know you're here?
It makes my heart feel as cold as stone and
It makes me feel like I should just disappear.

You crawled inside of my eyes
and now I only feel fear.
When I see myself at night
the mirror screams at me in tears.
I thought you only left marks on my heart
you're in my thoughts and my dreams too
because when I finally get some sleep,
I only dream of you.

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from Elegy For Youth, released July 1, 2017

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FiveSidedDice Port Elizabeth, South Africa

FiveSidedDice is a multi-genre music project from the coast of South Africa which was started in 2008. After attaining an inclusive degree in music having done a year of a general diploma in music at Nelson Mandela University, the journey of FiveSidedDice remains ongoing, and the sound ever-changing and evolving. The music of FiveSidedDice and affiliated projects is available across all platforms. ... more

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